i saw this and smirked. cause this is an awesome come back! haha, not that im going to use this; i just remembered some people i know. but they are not my friends. cause who would want that? her fraud sweet but she's a witch. same as he act so thoughtful and caring but a total jerk. i really feel uncomfortable around these people knowing that they just want something from you. good thing i have good friends :DDD
this blog is dedicated for my sister ella! haha :D well this is some of my idiotic ideas, nothing serious about this. yea right. kick the past and move on. this might help you dear (im not serious, just playing around.haha) i miss you so much el and the stuffs we do, like saying how cute a guy is. haha, thats so girly but. whatever. got a list of them, just want to share.
Max Thieriot er. cute. haha xD
Francisco Lachowski
just look at his piercing eyes. lol
Alex McKee grbe, ang gnda ng mata nya. at ang buhok. may kaparehas na klasmeyt naten? nu el? BWAHAHAHAH
Alex Evans
on of my favorite! haha. landi, may favorite pa. pg nkita to ni jom selos yan.
Avan Jogia err. speechless. handsome
Channing Tatum we all know him. we also know that he's an old man. lols. no offense, haha.
Brant Daugherty
okay. i love his eyes. attracted sa eyes? haha. pasensya
naman.
Chord Overstreet
panget lips ng taong yan. mapanlait eh? haha
Joe Brooks
17 pa lang nasa showbiz na. hanga ako. lols. haha
Justin Gaston
er. nd nmn sya gwapo. attractive lng. chos! haha
Landon Liboiron sya si Aaron sa ASR. haha, ang evil nya no! but nonetheless he is still handsome. lollies
Sean Faris la ma say. haha. :)
Nolan Gerard Funk
ang pogi nung taling nya. haha. pati taling xD
Steven McQueen
nakakatunaw sya. garabe.
Jesse McCartney
sinu ba nd nakaka kilala sa nilalang na yan! haha
Jeremy Sumpter
sya si Chace and Zack sa Surviving the Mclane boys. gustung gusto ko ngiti nya. biyak na muka kung makangiti. haha.pero nd kta dto. pinakita ko lng si spongebob tska si patrick star xD
Zac Efron
ang pinakamamahal ni ella. hihihi
save the bestS for last :D
Cody Linley
er. ang gwapo nya. o ako lng nakakakita nun? haha.
Mitch Hewer
nd ko sinasandya na shirtless sya! haha.
pero grbe. crush na crush ko to. kahit npka skinny nya. err. :D
Alex Pettyfer
3rd crush ko yn. walang manlalait jn! haha. ewan ko ba
Gaspard Ulliel
si Oli sa BMIL! mygosh. haha.
2nd crush ko yan. garabe
Chace Crawford
er. sinung nd nakakakilala sa knya? e head over heels ako jn. hahahahaahha!
garabe tlga to si Chace.
OKAY, ANDAMI KO PA SANA ILALAGAY KASO MAHABA NA MASYADO.
Er.. ANDAMI KO CRUSH NA TAGA IBANG BANSA, WALA NAMAN KSENG PILIPINO E, NO OFFENSE, HAHA. LALO NA KUNG MABABASA TO NI AIRA CRUZADA. LOLS.
SORRY ABOUT BRAGGING ABOUT THIS. AND PLEASE DONT GET ME WRONG, I POSTED THIS BECAUSE ITS FUN. I HAVE NO PERSONAL THING ABOUT THEM, MAYBE WITH CHACE! LOLS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I'LL STOP THIS RANT AND I'LL BE SERIOUS.
LISTEN TO 'CAN'T STAND IT' BY NEVERSHOUTNEVER. HEY GIRLS, SOMEDAY SOMEONE WILL SING THAT SONG FOR US, ALL WE NEED TO DO IS WAIT. haha. DONT FORGET THAT. LOVE ALL THE GIRLS OUT THERE. (i dont want to sound sexist here. haha) ayan na a! nilagay ko na play nyo nalang.
i want to release my feelings, even though its maybe 7 to 8 months late. you'll know what i mean later, i just can't tell it to a friend. oh, maybe we just don't drop by that topic, we don't want skirting the bush anyway just to talk about this. HAHA. but i just want to shout it out loud, you know. relief :)
it's more than a year now when i had love and lost it.i don;t wanna talk about this before cos it still hurts but now im more than willing to talk about it and let you know how stupid i WAS. yea! was! haha. cause im so better now :)))
when we broke up. dang! it really hurts, its killing me i thought.but that just what im thinking. REALITY CHECK: i existed for more than 15 years without him in my life so most definitely i wont die if im not with him (guess what people? im still alive! haha) That was one of the darkest day in my life but my loving friends are always there for me, helping me through every trials that im encountering. we all know that i was just blinded by love thats why i still want him in my life so bad, i forgot a bunch of people out there who loves me. yea! im so stupid! o dont even notice that there are friends who secretly love me, yea, they confess on me few months after we broke up (good thing its just on the phone! bcos i actually dont know how to react or what to say) That is when i realized that i was lucky and loved. But something in my heart keeps telling me that i still want him in my life, then i read a phrase that says: LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, NOT STUPID. that phrase hits me, when that "ex" of mine gave me a hint about us being back together (he probably got jealous with those who confess. especially the other guy, that one of his closest friend. yea, his damn ego and pride is killing him. haha) i took the courage to reject him and told myself that its enough. i had a heavy feeling at that circumstance, i dont know if im going to regret it or what then i just let time heal my wounds.
Someone told me to focus my attention to somebody else who loves me. But i absolutely doubt that idea because sure i need a distraction but im not using anyone as a distraction! i'll rather bury myself to work or something else because i dont want to use people. i dont want to hurt them!
Anyway, thats all in the past now. i laugh hard remembering how stupid i was fighting for a wrong love. well, they say that we dont stop loving someone. Once you love someone, you will forever love him but i do believe in a different manner. maybe you're just a little concern. yea! because LOVING SOMEONE OS DIFFERENTFROM BEING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE(got this from "a proscriptive relationship"! hahaha. but dont get me wrong, im not in love to anyone right now! haha
all girls out there! ask God's guidance when someone is courting you or you're attracted to someone. pray pray! pray! it sure works! God will give you signs how to handle this stuff, yea, God is a genius, i love him! :) And to those who are hopeless romantic. gag! you dont need to be, just pray and ak God for the right guy and God will surely reveal the right person under the right circumstances. so dont waste your time searching and dont bother putting your standards down. im doing this so that i wont fall for the wrong guy again! haha
~wait wait. how did i manage to compose a blog as long as this? well! lucky me! haha. my brother is not around. yea, he's a stupid if he's still up at this time. it's already 1:22am! haha.
need to go now. i don't proof read this and did not check out for wrong spellings. im in hurry. sorry. yea, i feel crazy now. cause im acting as if someone will actually read this !haha.
im reading novels from wattpad. i can't keep myself from not falling for Saxon. hahaha! how immature, right? also to Mr. Chris Heywood. here he is. dang. he is worth drooling for. haha. i don't want to sound a perv here! coz that's so not me! haha. but i have a crush on Chace Crawford and nothing's bad about it, SO BE IT. haha! i just felt improper thinking i like characters from a novel and meeting someone like them or whatsoever. i have read a lot of stories, so i know those are so impossible to happen for me but still hoping to find the right one :), definitely at the right time. :)) ok back to the topic. don't you think im quite weird? . haha.yes i know. stories are really getting too far under my skin. it makes me cry, laugh and giggle. hate my emotions. but they are good too at times. i know how to treat people based on their personality bcoz of my wmotions. why? i dont know either. anyway, i want to meet chace crawford, haha. or a little maybe, just a fraction of him will do, but that's impossible so POOR ME.
im always incoherent bcoz of my stupid brother.always walking here, looking at what im doing. hate him. haha.
im irritated right now. wanna kill my brother!!! ugh. gtg and i have some dumb brother to chase. bye :)
really looking forward to the day that i can tell everything i feel! this is one of my fantasis, because my brother is such a jerk. i just think he won't give me any prvacy. argh! --dy Ö
huh? haha. when i say i miss school, i mean my friends and the fun. not the the school and absolutely not the subjects! haha. i miss my friends so much! i miss the laughter and the constant chatting, i miss it all. but im so glad that im free of school works >:)
im enjoying my two months of vacation. i need to maximize my time to do everything i want because before i know it, classes will start again. but im BORED. CAUSE IM ABSOLUTELY DOING NOTHING AT HOME. haha. when i woke up about 10:30 in the morning, i'll eat breakfast then watch tv. then wash the dishes, little cleaning then watch movies, surf the net. then sleep. thats my daily routine! isn't it boring? nyahaha.. but ever since, this is what i wanted. away from school and the stress it brings to me (if it brings! haha). but when i asked for this, i did not asked for a boring summer. but i cant do anything about this, so i'll just look at the bright side of this! NO CALCULUS AND ACCOUNTING. bwahaha. that thought makes me go wild. hahahaha. em so happy! xD
hay! but i think, mamimiss ko mg aral pglipas ng panahon. pg May na. boredom will kill me. bye for now! :) may umaaligid dto sa bahay e. mabasa pa to! hiya much un! haha
Madaming tao ang dumadaan sa buhay natin. simula pagkabata, marami na tayong nagiging kaibigan, pagtungtong natin ng elementarya, highschool at kolehiyo. Subalit habang tumutuntong tayo sa panibagong yugto ng ating buhay, sinasabi natin sa ating sarili na hindi natin makakalimutan ang mga kaibigang naging parte ng ating pagkatao, mga taong humubog at tinulungan kang tuklasin ang iyong sarili. Subalit pagdaan ng panahon at habang nakakakilala tayo ng mas madami pang kaibigan, ay tila napapalayo tayo sa kanila? yea! it's a given fact na iba't iba na tayo ng school na pinapsukan, pero sapat na ba yong dahilan para makalimot? HINDE dba.? totoo nga. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Lalo ko silang namiss at pinapahalagahan ngayon. Pero may naitulong din ang pagkakalayo layo namin. Dito ko nakilala ang mga tunay kong kaibigan na alam kong hanggang sa huling laban ay kasama ko. Yung iba? ayan, nagpaparamdam lang kapag may kailangan, may favor o kaya may tanung. Marami tayong magiging kaibigan, pero konti lang sa kanila ang totoo . Ngayon, kahit magkakalayo kami ng mga kabigan ko, we still try to keep in touch. Mas ramdam ko ngayon yung care and love nila saken. Bilang na bilang yung mga totoong kaibigan na dumating sa buhay ko. Lagi kang naaalala, kahit minsan nakakalimot ka na. Alam mo yun? ang sarap ng feeling na may ginagawa kayo parehas para mapresereve pa ang friendship nyu at hindi to mapabayaan. ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng alam mong sa dami ng tao sa mundo e may kaibigan kang totoo.
keeping secrets are easy. if you're going to keep your mouth shut! right? but there are unexpected times feeling like you can't hide it anymore. Like you guys accidentally drop by that topic then you're nervous because it might slip out, mygosh! my heart is going to jump out of my chest. but what do you call that thing that is not a secret but you can't tell it? like there is a right time for that. huh? because you might get a little misunderstanding. it's for their sake, they must understand. but who are we to dictate? but we know that things will be right if we're going to tell it on the right time.
yea. my thoughts are kind of disorganized! haha. but i'll still post this cause all i want is to express myself. pardon me! :))
Alex Evans
when we broke up. dang! it really hurts, its killing me i thought.but that just what im thinking. REALITY CHECK: i existed for more than 15 years without him in my life so most definitely i wont die if im not with him (guess what people? im still alive! haha) That was one of the darkest day in my life but my loving friends are always there for me, helping me through every trials that im encountering. we all know that i was just blinded by love thats why i still want him in my life so bad, i forgot a bunch of people out there who loves me. yea! im so stupid! o dont even notice that there are friends who secretly love me, yea, they confess on me few months after we broke up (good thing its just on the phone! bcos i actually dont know how to react or what to say) That is when i realized that i was lucky and loved. But something in my heart keeps telling me that i still want him in my life, then i read a phrase that says: LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, NOT STUPID. that phrase hits me, when that "ex" of mine gave me a hint about us being back together (he probably got jealous with those who confess. especially the other guy, that one of his closest friend. yea, his damn ego and pride is killing him. haha) i took the courage to reject him and told myself that its enough. i had a heavy feeling at that circumstance, i dont know if im going to regret it or what then i just let time heal my wounds. 
im enjoying my two months of vacation. i need to maximize my time to do everything i want because before i know it, classes will start again. but im BORED. CAUSE IM ABSOLUTELY DOING NOTHING AT HOME. haha. when i woke up about 10:30 in the morning, i'll eat breakfast then watch tv. then wash the dishes, little cleaning then watch movies, surf the net. then sleep. thats my daily routine! isn't it boring? nyahaha..
