my fantasies. weird?!

im reading novels from wattpad. i can't keep myself from not falling for Saxon. hahaha! how immature, right? also to Mr. Chris Heywood. here he is. dang. he is worth drooling for. haha. i don't want to sound a perv here! coz that's so not me! haha. but i have a crush on Chace Crawford and nothing's bad about it, SO BE IT. haha! i just felt improper thinking i like characters from a novel and meeting someone like them or whatsoever. i have read a lot of stories, so i know those are so impossible to happen for me but still hoping to find the right one :), definitely at the right time. :)) ok back to the topic. don't you think im quite weird? . haha.yes i know. stories are really getting too far under my skin. it makes me cry, laugh and giggle. hate my emotions. but they are good too at times. i know how to treat people based on their personality bcoz of my wmotions. why? i dont know either. anyway, i want to meet chace crawford, haha. or a little maybe, just a fraction of him will do, but that's impossible so POOR ME.


im always incoherent bcoz of my stupid brother.always walking here, looking at what im doing. hate him. haha.


im irritated right now. wanna kill my brother!!! ugh.
gtg and i have some dumb brother to chase. bye :)


really looking forward to the day that i can tell everything i feel! this is one of my fantasis, because my brother is such a jerk. i just think he won't give me any prvacy. argh!
--dy Ö